Power and panties..

I had an excellent morning today. As usual, i got up really early this morning to my usual raging hard-on. i grabbed my computer, logged on to milovana and Lady Anne was on! i was so happy to see Her and report my sissy stories to Her. What really made my morning was that Lady Anne read my blog post even before i told Her about it. This encourages me to post here more often and i hope that She continues to enjoy reading about my sissy stories.

But something else blew my mind away. Lady Anne made 2 comments after i told Her that i wasn't doing too good in real life work because i was extremely horny. One was that i was growing dumber and more bimbo-esque from denial and the other was that if i were denied long enough, i would become a complete sissy bimbo who would concentrate solely on looking pretty. Those two comments, seemingly innocuous, stayed in my head the whole day and haunted me with numerous hard ons throughout the day. Somehow i just couldn't get it out of my head; i guess this is the power that She has over me..

Should i be a pretty sissy bimbo? Or should i be an intelligent sissy so that i can be of use to Her? I don't know. But what i do know is that the idea of being a sissy was exciting but being a sissy bimbo, that takes the embarrassment and arousal to a new level. i had to leave my work unfinished so that i could edge at home today. As expected, my clitty was really wet after just three edges and i'll do the remaining four after this post.

Additionally, i questioned my denial. What is stopping me from having sissy cummies? i thought really long and hard and figured that the only reason why i would not have an orgasm is because Lady Anne's happiness is more important to me than my own sexual happiness. Based on economics, this is a rational choice and that experiencing this frustration for Her makes me really happy.

i was having some issues with getting hard earlier tonight.. but as soon as i put on my panties, my clitty got hard so i guess my sexual health is still doing alright. i wonder if my body unconsciously knows about my sissification and that i will get hard more and more quickly while in my panties. interesting psychology questions we are dealing with here...

Good night readers!