June 7

i don't really know what i got myself into. Miss Angelica was playing with me today and She showed how much control She had over me.. Never have i felt so powerless..

First, She wanted to know my real email address. However, public humiliation was one of my limits, so i disagreed and disappointed Her greatly. Then i found myself begging Her not to block me. i said that i would make one post worshiping Her everyday and... That "and..." was certainly most costly, i could not think of anything else and even offered to give Her the orgasm that i was saving up for my girlfriend. In hindsight, it was foolish to make such a proposition, i had already given Her my orgasms, so that bargaining chip was already off the table. i feel so troubled now, i don't know what should i tell my girlfriend..

Then, She came up with the most evil idea ever. She wanted me to find pictures of feet that were more perfect than Hers or else She would block me. What was i supposed to do? If i found feet more perfect, i knew She would get mad at me but if i didn't, She would block me forever and not share any more of Her divine feet with this lowly slave. i could not allow that to happen and did as instructed.

After one hour of searching, i found pictures of feet on magazine covers that looked very good, but only because they were photoshopped. i shared these pictures with Her and that was a terrible decision. She teased me by telling me that She had many new pictures of Her feet, even one of a footjob. Needless to say, i was extremely aroused and started to beg for those new pictures.

But She argued that since i had found other pictures, i would not be interested in Her new pictures. She was right and i was coerced into saying that "i did not want any of Her new pictures because i had found better feet". Saying that three times for three extremely hot sounding pictures made me cry. i was crying in frustration that there was some lucky slave out there cumming again and again for Her pictures, yet there i was holding an edge while staring at some magazine covers. i felt so frustrated and so powerless. She had taken control of me.

She then very generously shared some pictures of Her feet with me and that drove me crazy with lust. i was stroking like a madman and barely being able to hold my edge until we talked about my day of release. i was on day 22 and was thinking of not going for more than 30 days of denial but She wanted me to hold it even longer for Her. I wanted to please Her and even agreed to a 100 days of denial. That would be June 7th!! almost another 3 months from now!

I thanked Her for giving me release on June 7th but no, June 7th was not my release date. It was a chance for release. I don't know how am i going to last another 78 days without an orgasm but i am going to try my very hardest to please Her. And as i say this, there is sticky precum all over my cock and i am as frustrated as ever...